The Storm Before the Calm

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Mon, 28 Apr 2008 16:26:49 GMT

I love stupid bitches who I still rent space in their mind...especially when all they are to me is a distant memory. Thank god I needed some amusement in my life :)

Thu, 17 May 2007 20:38:03 GMT

Wow things are going downhill with my family and for once its not my fault, I think...Either way I'm kicked out / soon to be kicked out again and this time my mom told me there was no coming back soooo...Yeah that sucks. Going to Purchase was sweet though, Hung out with Gareth, Jane, Zoey, Dennis, Lauren, and many more people that I haven't seen for ages. I am soo screwed the end of this week when I'm definitely gone form my house...At least I've been able to hang out with all the people from Purchase and back from college in Carmel.

:[`

Fri, 11 May 2007 01:41:52 GMT

I still feel inadequate...

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Thu, 10 May 2007 01:55:56 GMT

I feel inadequate...

Miserable...

Sun, 08 Apr 2007 14:09:47 GMT

Worst week of my life...ever...

Ummm...

Wed, 14 Mar 2007 01:22:53 GMT

CandaceJayneO'Leary.....................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................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P.S. I hope that annoys everyone by making their friends page huge!!!

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Thu, 08 Mar 2007 14:17:01 GMT

I'm at work and it's all good but I'd much rather be laying with my baby in bed enjoying another amazing day with her... :(

Chillin

Tue, 06 Mar 2007 19:58:06 GMT

I'm with Candace getting her nails done and I'm just reminded for some reason of how much I love and adore her. She is my light and my love and I wouldn't have it any other way.

AEIOU

Mon, 05 Mar 2007 01:45:12 GMT

I Love my amazing girlfriend more than anything in the world and without her I would be incomplete.

Wed, 28 Feb 2007 14:33:14 GMT

The last 6 months of my life have seemed to fly by. Everything has happened soo fast and soo much has happened in that little amount of time. I'm just soo happy I've been able to share and spend all this time with you baby. I love you more than anything in the world.

Sometimes...

Mon, 12 Feb 2007 20:41:25 GMT

I'm a bad boyfriend and I hate myself for it...

My girlfriend...

Mon, 15 Jan 2007 16:57:53 GMT

is amazing.

Survey!!!

Mon, 11 Dec 2006 02:47:33 GMT

1) Are you in a complicated relationship? nope
2) Do you hate more than 3 people? nope
4) How many houses have you lived in? 2
5) Favorite candy bar? skor
6) Have you ever tripped someone? yea
7) Least favorite school subject? all
8) How many pairs of shoes do you own? 2
9) Do you own a Britney Spears CD? i did sadly
10) Have you ever thrown up in public? yea
11) Name one thing that is always on your mind: Candace
12) Favorite genre of music? the crack-rock steady beat
13) Whats your zodiac sign? pices
14) What time were you born? 9:00 AM
15) Do you like beer? some
16) Have you made a prank phone call? yeah
17) What is the most embarassing CD you own? none
18) Are you sarcastic? sometimes
19) What are your favorite color(s)? lime green, black, pink
20) How many watches do you own? one
21) Summer or winter? winter
22) Is anyone in love with you? yes!!!
23) Favorite color to wear? black
24) Pepsi or Sprite? sprite
26) Where is your second home? Cadaces
27) Have you ever slapped someone? yea
29) How many lamps are in your bedroom? 1
30) How many video games do you own? 3
31.) First pet you owned? COCO
32) Ever had braces? yup
33) Do looks matter? to a certain extent
34) Do you use chapstick? no but i should
35) Name 3 teachers from high school: carr press riolo
36) American Eagle or Abercrombie? no
37) Are you too forgiving? yes
38) How many children do you want? 2
39) Do you own something from Hot Topic? yes
40) Favorite breakfast meal? eww breakfast
41) Do you own a gun? not yet
42) Ever thought you were in love? I am right now
43) When was the last time you cried? today
44) What did you do last night? work and hang out with nick
45) Olive Garden? mmm
46) Have you ever called your teacher mommy? nope
47) Have you ever been in a castle? yea
48) Nicknames? x-tian
50) Ever been to Kentucky? no
52) Are you thinking about somebody right now? yup
53) Ever called somebody Boo? candace all the time
54) do you smoke? not anymore
55) Do you own a diamond ring? no
56) are you happy with your life right now? yes
57) Do you like your hair? kinda
58) Does anyone have a crush on you? not unless my gf counts
60) What were you doing in May of 1994? yes
61) Do you own a Backstreet Boys CD? no
62) Mcdonalds or Wendys? wendys
63) Do you like yourself? sometimes
64) Are you closer to your mother or father? neither
65) Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex? eyes
66) Are you afraid of the dark? nope
67) Have you ever eaten paste? yes
68) Do you own a webcam? nope
69) Have you ever stripped? yes
70) Ever broke a bone? nope
71) Are you religious? nope
72) Do you chat on AIM often? rarely
73) Pringles or Lays? pringles
74) Have you ever broken someone's heart? yes
75) Full house or brady bunch? full house
77) Did you like your high school guidance counselor? maybe?
78) Has anyone ever called you a tease? no but i know someone who is :)
79) Do you have any pets? 2 dogs
80) do you own a car? yes
81) Can you cook? a little
82) 3 things that annoy you? 1. apple pie 2. people 3. my coldsores
83) Do you text message often? no
84) Money or love? both please?
85) Do you have any scars? yea
86) What do you want more than anything right now? im pretty content
87) Do you enjoy scary movies? older ones
88) Relationships or one night stands? relationships nowadays
89) Big red or Juicy fruit? winterfresh
90) Do you enjoy greasy food? not after applebees
91) Have you seen all the Rocky movies? no
92) Do you own a box of crayons? nope
93) Ever had sex in a public place? yes
94) Who was the last person you said i love you to? Candace!
95) Who was the last person that made you mad? Parents
96) Who was the last person that made you cry? noone in particular
97) Who was the last person that made you laugh? Candace
98) Who was the last person that texted you? no
99) Who was the last person that called you? candace
100) Who's your cell phone provider? virgin mobile

Survey

Sun, 10 Dec 2006 22:33:30 GMT

2006
THIS YEAR:

[PEOPLE]
best friend: Candace Nick Fanning Calabrese Cavuto
lost any friends: yea
gained any friends: yea

[PLACES]
went out of the country: no
moved: no
new school: no
how many times on an airplane: 2

[YOU]
have you changed: yes :]
new look: always
most depressed time this year: when i was kicked out

[LOVE]
did you fall in love: yes :]
did you get heartbroken: no
who was your summer love: Candace

[SEASONS]
favorite Season: winter for snow fall otherwise
least favorite season: spring
good birthday: nope
any snow this year: barely
highest temperature: who the fuck knows]

[FINAL QUESTIONS]
snuck out: yes
kept your resolution: i dont rember what it was
got arrested: yes
drank alcohol: yea
kissed a girl: yea
got dumped: no
lost a family member: yes
got bad grades: hell yes
got a myspace: i had one
kept a secret: yea
told a secret: yea
done something you totally regret: nope

In 2006 I...

[x] broke a promise
[x] made a new best friend
[2 not over 2] been in over 2 relationships
[x] lied
[x] went behind your parents back
[ ] cried over a broken heart
[x] disappointed someone close
[x] hid a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[x] kissed in the rain
[x] kissed on a first date
[x] slept under the stars
[ ] kept your new years resolution
[x] forgot your new years resolution
[x] met someone who changed my life
[ ] met one of your idols
[x] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[x] pretended to be ill
[ ] left the country
[ ] almost died
[x] given up something important to you
[x] lost something expensive
[x] learned something new about yourself
[x] tried something you normally wouldnt try and liked it
[x] made a change in your life
[x] found out who your true friends were
[x] met great people
[x] snuck out of the house (already asked)
[x] stayed up til sunrise
[x] pigged out over the summer
[x] met someone from myspace in person
[ ] cried over the silliest thing
[x] partied more than 5 times
[x] was never home on weekends
[x] got into a car accident
[x] found a person I never thought I'd become real good friends with
[x] had friends who were drifting away from me
[x] had someone close to me die
[x] had a high cell phone bill
[x] wasted most of my money on food
[ ] had a fist fight
[x] went to the beach
[ ] saw a celebrity
[x] gotten sick
[ ] liked more than 5 people at the same time
[x] had a wasted night
[x] became closer to a lot of people

Hooray!

Sat, 09 Dec 2006 16:34:10 GMT

1.What Made You Smile today?
the same thing that makes me smile everyday
Candace

2. What were you doing at 8 this morning?
sleeping

3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
lying on Candaces kitchen floor

4. What is something that happened to you in 1995?
big snowstorm

5. What is the last thing you said aloud?
what was the last thing you said aloud

6. How many different things did you drink today?
none

7. What color is your toothbrush?
grey

8.What was the last thing you bought?
movie ticket

9. What was the last gift you recieved for your birthday?
$50

10. What color is your front door?
white

11. Are your fingernails painted?
nope

12. What did you do last night?
movies chilled with my boo and slept

13. What are you doing tonight?
working

14. What is something you are excited about?
seeing Candace again sunday

15. What was the last picture you took?
random one in the chinese resturant

16. What is on your mind right now?
how i feel and look like shit

17. Do you have a sister?
no

18. What's the weirdest thing you've ever said?
consluction

19. Do you want to cut your hair?
no

20. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?
yes!!!

21. Do you talk a lot?
yes

22. Where were you 12 hours ago?
at candaces house

23. Does your screen name have an 'x' in it?
no

24. Do you know anyone called Steve?
yea

25. Do you make up your own words?
yea

26. Are you ticklish?
yes

27. Are you a jealous person?
sometimes

28. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'A':
amanda

29. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'J'.
joe

30. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list?
who cares

31. What did the last text message you recieved say?
no texting

32. Do you chew on your straws?
yes

33. Do you have curly hair?
wavy

34. What do you hear?
nothing

35. Who is the coolest person in your life?
candace

36. What is something you say a lot?
core

37. What is the last thing you ate?
salami

38. Have you seen the movie 'Donnie Darko'?
yes

39. Do you have work tomorrow?
no

40. Is marriage in your future?
yes

41. When was the last time you said 'I love you' and meant it?
fewe minutes ago to candace

42. What should you be doing right now?
sleeping

43. Do you have a nickname?
x-tian / chrish

44. Do you believe in love at first sight?
no

45. What's the last thing you laughed at?
candaces answer

46. When was the last time you used a skateboard?
8th grade

47. How are you feeling?
lovely....kill yourself

49. What are you listening to right now?
nothing

50. Are you currently depressed?
no just sickly

Tue, 05 Dec 2006 17:13:23 GMT

Wow, sadly the second paragraph fits quite well.

Tue, 28 Nov 2006 20:16:59 GMT

Happy three months to my boo and I!!!

Sat, 18 Nov 2006 15:41:13 GMT

So last night was fun with Nick and his co-workers. Saw Let's go to prison, could've been better but it was decent, thank god for 24 hour McDonalds. I was a good boy and the night was fun.

How well do you know me?

Sat, 18 Nov 2006 15:17:25 GMT

(2 Points) My REAL first name:
(1 Point) My last name:
(5 Points) Take a stab at my middle name:
(3 Points) Who am I in love with:
(2 Points) Where did we meet:
(2 Points) Where do I work:
(3 Points) What am I afraid of:
(2 Points) Do I smoke:
(3 Points) Do I drink:
(2 Points) Do I have any siblings:
(2 Points) How many:
(1 Point) Do I like 'em:
(4 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:
(2 Points) How many piercings do I have:
(3 Points) What's my favorite type of music:
(4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing:
(3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
(2 Points) what’s my favorite color:
(3 Points) name something I hate:
(4 Points) name a talent I have:
(4 Points) do I have any pets:
(2 Points) Who am I dating right now:
(5 Points) how long have I been dating them:
(5 Points) what is the color of my room:
(5 Points) what is my worst habit:
(5 Points on creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring:

70-79 Points; Stalker Extraordinary!
60-69 Points; Hard-Working Stalker;
40-59 Points; Decent Stalker;
20-39 Points; Stalker-In-Training;
00-19 Points; Crappy Stalker or New Stalker

Life

Sat, 18 Nov 2006 01:34:33 GMT

WHat's up I'm really hyper and I just thought the world should know that Jackie smells like a moose and Candace is the bestest person, friend, and girlfriend ever.

I spy...

Thu, 16 Nov 2006 00:18:52 GMT

I have a silly gf, and I love her lots...!

BLAH!

Mon, 13 Nov 2006 20:35:59 GMT

I LIKE PIE!

No gods, no managers...

Wed, 08 Nov 2006 23:40:10 GMT

Might be going to college in January which rocks. I'll still live at home and I'll be taking the train everyday but as long as I get to go I'm happy. I'll be off at 2 everyday except fridays which is cool so I'm keeping my fingers crossed everything works out. I've grown pretty much apart from my friends which sucks but my original friends are all gone to college so I guess I have to deal with the hand I'm dealt. Candace is good and I can't ask for anything better. I'm soo happy with her and she is my everything. We hang out a little too much but I don't mind but her friends do which is understandable so hopefully thats all worked out now. The only bad thing right now is having these thoughts I've been having...I have to talk to Gary next time I'm alone and hopefully we can fix that up too.

I love you boo!

Bored...

Thu, 02 Nov 2006 08:35:30 GMT

Took me 6 hours to read the first one and 4 hours to read the second and now I have to wait for the third to come out. Needless to say they are two of the greatest books I have ever read.

Twilight & New Moon

My day...

Sat, 21 Oct 2006 21:46:32 GMT

Got to hang out with my boo...nuff said.

I'm happy and I love her more than life...